Nursing School

I applied today. I submitted all of my transcripts, my application, my application to ATTEND CBC (even though I am already attending) and walked away. I felt like I was leaving behind a teenager to fend for themselves in the real world. In reality, I don't know what I feel like. I feel a lot of different emotions. Scared, excited, relieved...I believe there is a full spectrum of emotions going on right now.

Some would say its out of my hands and I can no longer change the outcome. Have I done enough? I am about to turn 37 years old and I am doing a complete 180 degree turn in my career path. I suppose I didn't have much of a career path to begin with. Sure, I did something I enjoyed for more than a decade, but I am not sure that counts. I wondered, handing everything over, have I done enough? It makes me sad to think that there is a possibility that I may not get in this time, and I have to drive to Yakima every day for a year. Time will tell, I suppose, on what will happen from here.

Pray for the applicants to this program...not just for me. It's very nerve racking and stressful. So much up in the air, but in the end, God's will be done....go or no go.